my name's Nia, 50% Egyptian 50% Tongan.
I work in development... its not as sexy as the UN makes it out to be, its actually quite annoying.
if you miss someone who does not miss you, or who is no good for you, or is unattainable, take all the love you once felt for them and spread it around other places. put your love in worthwhile people and things, turn the romance in to passions for hobbies or admiration for others- enrich your own life. focus on yourself and those who actively make you happy.